Even though I feel like in our meeting I was totally thrown under the bus, I do feel like the tension has melted at work. I am just using that meeting as a reset point personally when dealling with my coworkers. Part of me does have some resentment but I know if I cannot move forward from it, things will never get better and we will all just be stuck in an endless cycle of back biting and bitchyness. And I am over it. We just need to come together as a team. And if I had to take all the blame, I guess so be it. That is how it played out. I am going to have to except it and move foward.
My husband on the other had is furious. He cannot believe I was treated that way and thinks I should tell everyone to go to hell and let the owner fire me. That is just not acceptable. I was not raised that way. I do not want the shame and embarrassment that goes along with a firing. Plus I am good at what I do. I get paid really well. I drive 7 miles vs. up to 45 to the city. No thank you. He thinks I am letting them walk all over me and that I am not standing up for myself. I think, the economy is still in the toilet and jobs are still scarce and I better just suck it up for now.
IF something comes along, I might take it. I might go part time...who knows. He reciently became partner at his company. We are business owners now. That is something I never thought I would say. So we are busier with that. I do alot of computer stuff for them.
I know things will work out. It can only get better from here. Our new manager starts in March. It is a woman. I hope she is not a bitch!